She Is Not What They Say

They say she’s tireless. But I’ve seen her sit with her head in her hands long after the lights go out. They say she’s strong. But I’ve watched her fingers tremble when no one is asking for anything. They say she’s always there. But I know the places she longs to go when she’s nowhere at all. She is not just the one who shows up. She is the one who remembers the names of birds, the smell of rain, the way her own laughter used to sound before it was needed elsewhere. She is not just the helper. She is the keeper of stories no one has asked to hear. She is the artist who paints in silence, the dancer whose rhythm was borrowed by everyone else’s footsteps. She is not just the one who holds others. She is the one who deserves to be held. And I see her. Not just the part that serves. But the part that dreams. The part that aches. The part that waits for someone to know her.